a quote for the readers

Days of JOY
Days of SADNESS
Slowly pass ME by
As i try to HOLD u
U are VANISHING before me
You're just an ILLUSION
When i' m awaken, my TEARS have dried
In the sand of SLEEP
I 'm a ROSE blooming in the desert


-KAL-

boredom strikes again XP

nthg to do... lama x update this boring blog... update bkn org nk tngk pon haha.. wasting time lohr...
it 's holidays.. :)
a time for me to relax at home... not that relax... still need to do my revision bla bla bla...
right now , i 'm hearing a bunch of old songs...
i like the song from gazebo- i love chopin... i really love the song especially when it's in instrumental
so dulcet... <3
that 's all...

p/s : thx for reading it... ^.^ one heart for u <3

i can accept the fate

fate.. fate..fate..
accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart...
i lost many things at a time...
am i hurt?? let 's make it simple... u pick a glass, throw it very hard at the wall.. what happen to the glass??

BUT... i believe that Allah is the most wise and the most judge... Allah knows the best for me... i have to accept it although it's hurt... there must be a reason for that to happen...
i must study more harder than before.. with that, i can achieve success...

to the readers: whatever obstacles you are facing, don 't give up and always remember that Allah test us because.. Allah loves us...

happy :)

today is my lucky day... :D :D
wanna know what it is?? mail me.. LOL

never give up

what a **** day.... on fb, terus chaos like hell... :P

but, i will not repeat my old history.. sad all the time... this time, i 'm going to face it..

come on la kal... u can do it...

ME: HEY PROBLEM!!!! is that all u got??.. u have to do better than that... :P:P

SOCCER!!!

haha.... i played soccer just now...
guess what... my team don't have enough players =.=
so sad... but... thank god we just lose 2-1
i did not feel tired at all...
6 days of workout... it really works.. WOW
i have to exercise everyday... jog.. jog... and jog...
and just now, i didn't fell tired at all... :)
i can feel my leg getting stronger day by day... since i started to exercise everyday
it was a really good experience to play it...
although, i 'm not good at sports, but still i tried my best to play it :D
-THE END-

wow

just now , i learned with my senior...
he did some business.. XP a tuition class...
he taught me very well... thx to him... now i already learned more advance than learning at school..
and i 'm pretty sure of it that my hard subjects (to me) already get back on track...
:D :D :D

goodbye

forget everything about me.....
i promise will not disturb u anymore
don 't ever think of me
goodbye
now kal , let's be more focus :)

is it a sign???

huh.... huh.... huh......
I...
can 't.... the melody.. totally gone....
I... just can 't continue with music........
i lost it... the melody slipped off away from my hand...
is it a sign for me to stop playing??
ARGHHH!!!!
where are the light of music???
where is the world that i already created?? where is it??
the world that is full with notes and sounds.... it disappeared into a pile of dust... :( :( :(

bright of sorrowness

today....
the light shines bright in the sky....
birds singing in the thin air....
but...
behind the happiness...
there 's a sorrow :(
a dark... pitiful sorrow... like a mirror breaks into pieces...
there 's a tears ...
a tears that cannot be cured...
suddenly, your heart stops...
you look around you.. there was nobody there to help you...
drop by drop... your tears felt...
finally, you walked and disappeared into the midst of air....

written originally by : ME what inspire me to write this? : *beethoven moonlight sonata*